So, its been more than a year, nah? Ive been busy since i came back from japan. I came back and a week later, i got a job. a job which changed my life and perspective. A caring boss and so kecoh-rable colleagues. So fast and its already may 2012. ramadhan's in july and eid in august. most prolly am flying a week after eid. Anyways, about my beloved job first. Its so happening that when i didnt come i felt amiss~ hahaha, how bad can it be? Here, though most of them are like dad(s) or uncle(s). They still treat me nice and not rude you know. the youngsters, they are just alright. I prefer the elder ones. More happening, LOL! Just done talking to one. Im like working while updating, how cool? Hahha, anyways, since im updating i will be truthful now. I AM SINGLE! Tho im contacting tons of guys, non i have feelings with. Not even 0.01%. I dont mind if either one of them would actually leave me out of a sudden. Coz i have to face the fact that im leaving everyone behind. Almost everyone behind, coz i need a change. A change of wind, surroundings and peoples. People always remind me that one day a zebra would grow stripes. Just like me, if i keep doing, it would be obvious to others one fine day. Hopefully that day will never come. Slowly i'm learning to let go of my past and forget all that used to happened. Forgetting about each and every one human being who used to be close to me just cause i give in too much, and when i learnt how to grow up, they left. They just flew away like a bee after sucking out the nectars of a flower. Those useless bunch which i wasted my time and money on. Sometimes i regret not spending enough time with mummy and abang. I miss them now, what more when im there? Love me forever, please? Okay, update more soon. Ana Uhibukki~

Wednesday, October 19, 2011
She purrs at 2:36 PM